biblesync vs. Exam Stress

For those lovely people who read this and don't attend York University - this week is exam week, potentially my favourite week of the year, not only does it ruin Christmas but there is too little time between exams to feel remotely prepared for the next. Therefore, like other people I end up very stressed. However, unlike previous years I now get biblesync directly to my email account. Although, I don't check it very often, the past two days I have and God has pulled out the stoppers with some brilliant passages.

Tuesday 8th January 

At some point during the day, it hit me that I wasn't quite sure how I was going to get through the remainder of the week. On Monday afternoon I had my first exam, the only one I had revised for (so far) and it hadn't gone as well as I'd like. So whilst procrastinating I decided to check my email account and see what the biblesync passages were for that day, and the following is one of them: 

Matthew 6:25-34: Do Not Worry

"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not more valuable than they? Can any of you by worrying add a single hour to your life?"

Matthew 6:25-27

Pretty good! It was really helpful for me to be reminded that despite everything that was going on, despite me feeling that these exams where the most important thing in the world, that God has the situation in control. And he knows exactly what I'm going to do in my life, and he's going to make sure I get the grades to do that. So instead of fretting, I need to remember that God knows everything because he created everything! And at the end of the day, my trust needs to be in him, not my own academic success. Because, life is so much more than work, life is about living. I also really like the translation in The Message:

"There is far more to your life than the food you put in your stomach, more to your outer appearance than the clothes you hang on your body" and I can imagine, far more to knowledge than intelligence.

Because, at the end of the day, God isn't interested in how clever you are, but what you've learnt in life, and how those lessons have changed you.

Wednesday 9th January

Yesterday I had sore red eye, and by this morning it was swollen, so my lovely housemate told me that I had to go to the doctors because it was infected. So, at 9 am this morning I headed off to campus....and it wasn't until 10:40 that I arrived at the library, very frustrated that I had 'wasted' over and hour and a half at the doctors and annoyed that I had got conjunctivitis. Anyway, like yesterday I logged into my email account and this the first line read:

"LORD my God, I take refuge in you;

save and deliver me from all who purse me."

Psalm 7:1

It wasn't what I needed to pray exactly, whilst what was pursing me wasn't people (which is what David sang about) it was my emotions, and yet I still needed saving from them. I needed to me reminded (yet again) that I couldn't relay on myself, I have to relay on God, I have to admit my weaknesses and take refuge in him. And so I have. And God has answered, he has saved me from my emotions, and I feel calmness and I am confident that when I sit my exam this evening, God will be with me, sitting alongside me, as he is in every part of my life.

God bless x